- Above all else, the substantive presence of poignancy
created by her awareness of the failure to receive acceptance
by her peers and the critics permeates the entire journal.
May Sarton's final journal, At Eighty-Two,
calls to mind Eleanor Roosevelt's My Day, though their days
were quite different.
In essence, Sarton's journal is about approaching
death. Specifically, it is focused on the impending final days of
this prolific poet, novelist and journalist. Even though one brings
to the reading experience enormous empathy and sympathy, the overall
result is exceedingly depressing. Sarton writes in such detail about
the multiple facets of her illness and especially about her overpowering
depression that the dark aura of the book is inescapable. Not even
her rich vocabulary and fresh turn of phrase relieved the overall
gloom. However, one would have to be totally without feeling to
criticize the books content in a censorial way because of this sober
tone.
All her journals are fraught with numerous reference
to good food and her passionate appreciation of flowers, and this
last journal is no exception. As usual, much of the culinary delights
and radiant blossoms emanate from a plethora of friends with whom
Sarton shares them.
Along with her sustained attention to food and flowers
is her preoccupation with the weather and animals. Her day by day
description of the weather is tantamount to an official forecaster's
report. Perhaps some circumstance made it necessary for her to remain
in Maine during the long winters that she found so disturbing. Her
description of the winter landscape and of the house she occupied
is so vivid that it becomes virtual reality not only to those who
have experienced them directly but also to the vicarious travelers.
Some relief from the severe climate came from her
love of animals. In this last journal, a very handsome cat named
Pierrot offers her comfort and companionship. Not long before she
died, she sent her manuscript about Pierrot to Norton, her publisher.
Her previous book about cats, The Fur Person, has sold more
than one hundred thousand copies.
Sarton's deep devotion to pets did not make her oblivious
to the suffering of humans throughout the world. She was particularly
moved by those who were trapped in horrendous ethnic wars about
whom she wrote with great sensitivity.
While her life is characterized by many simple contradictions
and complex paradoxes, the sustained presence of dichotomies comprises
the leitmotif. The core dichotomy pertains to the universal experiences
of solitude and loneliness. The compulsive and compelling concentration
on her work so characteristic of the workaholic made a certain amount
of solitude necessary. However, the supreme irony may well be that
in reality it is work that interrupts the flow of life rather than
vice versa. While Sarton wrote that "...solitude is
the richness of self and loneliness the poverty of self"...
in the midst of her desired solitude, she suffered loneliness of
cosmic proportion. Because of her severe illness this last journal
is inundated with more than the usual number of compound sentences
in which the expression of pleasure in the first half of the sentence
is canceled by repeated references to her prodigious overwhelming
exhaustion.
Above all else, the substantive presence to poignancy
created by her awareness of the failure to receive acceptance by
her peers and the critics permeates the entire journal. Not even
her popularity among students, teachers and a large segment of the
general reading public offered sufficient compensation. She longed
to be known as a serious and accomplished poet, although her forte
was really as a spinner of tales. Late in life and late in her career,
she was awarded the Levinson Prize for Poetry in 1993.
With the recent death of the eminent Canadian author,
Robertson Davies, whose Deptford Trilogy is one of the master-pieces
of the 20th century, and the passing of May Sarton, the literary
world and those who love it are reeling from the double blow. Like
large trees, literary giants take a long time to grow, and in the
interim, there are fewer places to rest in the shade and read. As
a final gift, May Sarton shares with us the many books she was reading
as well as her opinion of them. For this and her own books, we are
grateful.
AWL Journal Home Page
AWL Journal Volume
1, Number 3, Summer 1998
|